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Today was an especially hard day. I still have a longing for Christmas and strongly believe that this past Christmas was the worst. I know that you aren't suppose to care about the presents or anything but when I know something is going to happen I have expectations in my mind and when those aren't met, I get really sad. I feel like I can't really connect with anyone. The only thing my mom and dad care about is if I practiced my piano or did my homework. The only time I hear "I love you" out of their mouths is if one of us is leaving the house. Last night I put myself to bed like always and no one came in to say good night. (This is a repeating process) After about an hour of laying in bed, I finally fell asleep and woke up with an extremely grouchy attitude. I don't know why I get so mad sometimes, well actually I do. I am so frustrated still with Christmas. Tonight was Family Night and it was a pretty lame. I had to sit and watch Dad pump up a tire and then i had to wait again and see him fix a church bench at the church. It was SUPER boring! I just got off the phone with Skye and that boosted my spirits a little. Well.. Tatum is wanting me to play Wii so I better go make her happy...